s for sherie

2011-01-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

do not let history repeat itself because you cannot afford it this time round

2011-01-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

i'm so afraid things will change and hello dear self, please make sure you will be a good gf and stop letting your insecurities bite you and stop stop thinking so much because you might look ridiculous and you do not want anything to change at all

2010-12-09T17:54:00.001+08:00

not easy. really not easy to suppress everything all to myself.

2010-12-08T14:35:00.009+08:00

so much have been running through my mind... i think we are all the same we gets this insecurity out of nowhere and we start to ponder. close your eyes and ask yourself where are you now what's going through in your life and, are you happy with it? we build up thick barriers within ourselves but somehow there;s just someone who can break them easily. im just too scared about everything.

Swans

2010-10-05T17:11:00.005+08:00

What a routine. All I have to say is that, I'd never question this friendship there will always be these three perfect swans in my lake.

2010-08-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

Beneath all its normalcy are emotional warfares that rage all the time. Conflicting feelings that I force myself to suppress so nobody can read me. I don't want to exhibit my vulnerabilities anymore

2010-07-09T15:30:00.002+08:00

Never believe what Love says. You won't know what the future holds

2010-07-02T16:32:00.003+08:00

It's sad when you know became people you knew.

When you can walk past someone like they were never once a big part of your life.

How you used to be able to talk to them for hours and now,

you can barely even look at them.

2010-06-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

34 hours to make a decision. i dont understand how is it possible for someone to change overnight i really dont... ...

2010-05-10T17:48:00.001+08:00

so, the cycle goes on again

just cant bring myself to write something on a happy note

2010-01-03T02:25:00.005+08:00

HI LOU GONG YOU ARE FINALLY 17 ONE MORE YEAR BEFORE YOU CAN SHOW YOUR REAL ID HAPPY WAITING!!!!

2009

2010-01-02T01:50:00.007+08:00

thinking back...... so much have happened in 2009

new faces new people entered my life and sad to say that many grew distant as well this is part of life that i'll have to face now and in the future. you never know when someone might say "sorry, but people do change" to you this is something that i always.... pretend not to accept but fine, i know that people come and go and i just have to acknowledge the fact.

at the end of the day, all that we are left to do is to move forward. look ahead.

this page of mine actually existed for quite some time but it just didnt go public it's a little space for me to ramble and rant on and on about how sucky things were. no resolutions for 2010 cuz i know i always fail to fulfill it and yeah i don't see how will it be a better year but still. *cross fingers*

series

2009-12-30T00:56:00.006+08:00

christmas is over

rachel's birthday is tomorrow

new year day is the day after tomorrow

next up will be my legal 18th..........

hope that everything will be smooth sailing

behind those masks

2009-10-13T15:03:00.005+08:00

so, the reality is actually masked as noone will accept your real self but just the mask that you put on. i should have known it from the start that in the end it will all add up to zero again

2009-08-17T12:30:00.010+08:00

I truly understand what is mind-fucked.

moral or... not

2009-08-17T12:30:00.009+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder why is life always so contradicting. We can say alot. We say..... we know how to differentiate what's right and what's wrong and yes we do. But uncontrollably, we are incapable of doing what we are expected of. It is like the act of binding or obliging oneself by a promise and we always fail to fulfil it. Or maybe life would be better if we can screw moral values.

2009-06-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

so many who came into my life and left before i cld realise it. byebye

2009-06-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

so much ve happened and yet i feel like im in my own world

am v amazed that a series of events cn actually happen within such a short period of time

suffocated

2009-05-24T13:28:00.001+08:00

can someone just bring me to the psychiatrist?

2009-05-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

suckiest saturday night, ever.

2009-05-01T22:13:00.005+08:00

INFERIOR

2009-03-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

life's a bitch

2008-10-31T23:06:00.001+08:00

if only i could turn back time...